04/21/15-WEIGHT DREAM

This is a good example of a dream which specifically addresses a physical health issue.This dream was in response to an idea I have been concentrating on for the past few months.  I was wondering why my body suddenly started having a hard time losing weight.  My calorie intake seemed to have suddenly hit a new low for the limit I could eat and not gain weight.  I assumed my logic was sound as to what was occurring, but this dream seems to be an affirmation of what I believe.

In the dream, I am looking at a large piece of paper with a horizontal bar graph on it.  This is all I see.  It seems to be divided into three parts.  I begin looking at it on the right and work my way left, interpreting the information given on the graph.  The far right section has marks on it indicating various things I do not concentrate on, but I understand that it represents if I work out extremely hard, beyond my norm, what the result would be on my weight.  I would be able to eat more calories and keep my weight down.  This also includes a strict diet of healthy foods.  I know myself, and I will never work out to that extreme.  The middle section, or second section, is highlighted in black.  It, too, has various marks indicating different information that I do not concentrate on.  But I know that it represents my normal nutrition/exercise regime- morning Yoga, walk in the evening, and relatively healthy eating.  This is the range of activity I have done for several years, and it is clearly indicated that I will maintain the calorie intake I prefer if I just do this.  The far left section, or the first part, again had marks indicating different information that I did not concentrate on.  But I knew that this represented my current level of physical activity (no walking) and that it clearly showed I have to consume fewer calories than what I am used to due to changes in my body, just to keep my current body weight.  I decided it would be far better to be in the black zone, walking and doing my morning Yoga routine, so I could eat the level of calories I prefer.

04/08/15-ESCAPING AN ABUSIVE HUSBAND

In this dream, I am shown one of my fears-not being able to escape old patterns of behavior and thinking, and having it sabotage my life.

In the dream, I was helped to escape an abusive marriage by friends and family.  They brought me to their house where they lived together as a group.  There were at least two men, one of whom was very large, black, and built like a professional weight-lifter.  I was especially close to him and already on the verge of accepting him as my next husband.  He stayed by my side and kept an eye on me.  His best friend was a tall, thin white man.  Everywhere the black man went, the white man followed.  I felt safe with this group and tried to settle in.  I stepped into the kitchen to get a drink and happened to look out the window.  I saw one of the women of the group who had short dark hair stepping out to her car.  I happened to look beyond her and saw my abusive husband just getting out of his car.  He was going to try to get me.  I was immediately terrified, as I knew he would be quite cruel and beat me, perhaps even kill me.  I must have screamed, as the black man immediately came to me with the white man right behind him.  I was panicking and ready to just run for it.  He saw this, grabbed me by arms and asked me what was wrong.  I told him and he calmly said, “Don’t worry.  We won’t let him take you.”  I felt calmer and believed him but was still quite scared. The white man had run outside to head off my husband as soon as he heard.

The divorce represents my changing a particular thought pattern/behavior that has brought difficult, hard results.  I have let go of it and accepted new thinking/behavior patterns that seem much more harmonious and peaceful.  One of these patterns of thinking is especially strong to me and will be my primary way of solving issues/problems.  This is represented by the large, protective black man who will be my next husband.  He stands for hidden truths within myself revealed to me by God that I am finally willing to embrace.  His friend, the white man, represents the spiritual truths which I know consciously.  I use spiritual truths I already know and accept, and rely on God’s revealed “inner mysteries” to handle problems and issues.  Before I relied on faulty thinking and behavior, but I am working hard to change that and rely on God and his truths to guide me and keep me safe.   But I am afraid I won’t be able to keep to my new thinking, and will fall back into the old thinking.  I am assured this won’t happen as long as I rely on the new thinking.